ThE uLtImAtE PiNk Of blue

OMG!!!

It's been nearly a half year since I wrote my last entry.
SHAME!!!!
Time to talk about things noboby is interested in XD

First: WORK!!!
Serious? I like my workplace...somehow, but at the same
time I hate it. I am really scared I can't take the change,
which happens ._.
So many people seems to lose there job right now and so
many people who are frustrated. It's like you can't talk with
them normaly. This situation makes me sick. I am glad to
have a break right now. I would die without it ._.

Second: COSPLAY
My favorite theme XD
I seriously had problems with that. I had to do three
costumes in this half year and I was so scared not to make it
in time. Now I am much more relaxed about it^^
I got Zaphikel done pretty early and so I could start with my
Silver-Cosplay from Pokemon HGSS. Now the only things I
need for it are the wig and the belt. I hope the wig arrives soon.
My friend had a bit problemes with the shop, now I am a
little nervous.
Currently I am working on Paypal from the Social Network-
Class. An artist from dA drew a few social networks as humans.
They are pretty cool^^
I hope I am Done soon. I reallx neet an break and I want a
little bit time so i can prepare the next convention properly.

Third: CONVENTIONS
ARRRG!!!
Why there are so much Conventions at the second half of
the year. It is like...urg. I really hate it! My money ;_;
I was at a few small conventions. The next big one will
be the Connichi at Kassel. I am nervouse because I organize
nearly everything. It is really stressful. I hope erverything will
work fine at the end. But I know for sure something will happen
...I hope I done break QQ
After the Connichi it will be a lot easier. FBM is just a
One-Day-Visit and MMC I have friend, who take me in...I hope so.

Fourth: CONCERTS
UWAHHHHH!!!
I was at a Gackt concert. Is was Like....pure awesomeness. He
was so sexy and he knows it...I hate him as much as I love him
XD
Hah, and I got a tour t-shirt...it was so expensive TT I didn't
wanted to buy anything, but it was so awesome I needes to
buy it. Now I am nearly broke...hah, live is mean^^'

Sooo, I hope this is enough for now.
bye bye blue Blancer

I'm happy right now^^
Hope I'm completly done soon. I wanne see it finished ><
It's getting exciting ;3

 Soon it is Christmasday and I'm still not done with one of my Cosplays for march.
Shit happens.
I have holidays and I will chill a bit^^

Time to read some Comics XDDD

Uhm...yeah

A lot of things happend these days. A lot of bad things I don't want to talk about.
Let's look at the good things:

I finished my Cosplay last friday. YAAAAAY!!!
I did it!
But this Costume kills me so much. I don't know how much nerves I lost because of it.
I only knew, it have to be a whole lot of them X.x

Now I can relax^^
AND I have holidays
YAAAAAAAAAY!!!

No work, only happieness XD
And in a few days the Leipziger Buchmesse is starting.
The first and one of the biggest Cosplayevents in Germany!
I'm so happy, I could die right now XD
I hope I will meet all my friend <3

blue_Blancer

Oh man, time goes by really fast these days ^^'
I didn't write nearly two months.
SHAME XD
But there are so many things that happend...confuseing @@

Right now everything is great!
My new apprenticeship is great. Everyone is so nice even when you have a bad day^^
I like it there.
But there is something I am worried about these days...my cosplay.
My first try ended in a total mess and now I'm a little afraid it goes that bad again, but I found a little confidence again.
Today I realized a failure and I could correct it in time, so I feel good now because I only did a few things and even now it looks better than the first try^^

Oh and in the next two weeks I maybe will get my new Wig. I ordered it from a ebayer at Hong Kong. I hope I will get it soon!
I'm really nervous because of this^^

In the last few Months I was at Halle really often. I visit my best friend there and next week she will visit me the first time. I'm so excited. We will make cookies together. Aw, this will be so funny. I hope the next week will go by fast XD
At the same time I want it go on slowly ><
I have to tidy up my room and im a little afraid I won't be able to finish my cosplay till the year ends @@
Nya, I have to work hard for it!
Wish me luck !!!

Soo, I think this was enough. Let's see when my next entry will be up ;3

blue~

yay!!!

I'm back again....okay, I never was away but my entries seems rare, didn't they?
What I want to talk about?
My apprenticeship again, because I have a new one.
I'm not well-paid because it is a apprenticeship I get through a privat programm,
but it is okay. I like my new place. Erveryone is nice and my work isn't that hard.

by the way I'm working at my second cosplay this Year...Shiki.
I get my stuff but I'm not good rigt nor. The first try of the pants failed, I hope my second try will be better
But now I try to sew the coat.
I hope it will work ><

and now...end XD

blue~

In spite of this, I will go to the big Convention next weekend ^^
And I go as Riku because it seem like it will be verrrry cold ><
So it will be perfect for this, and I will meet a lot of my new friends from the GCO again
I'm so happy ^^

so...this was it. 

blue-chan